yup, happy new year! damn, time sure runs fast and 2006 had been a good one for me.

although i'm quite pissed with the fact that come new year's day i'm finishing up with traffic school but what the heck, i need to look into the brighter side! my speeding ticket won't go to my driving record... but hell, $423 out of my pocket --> damn you, officer!

shout out to simply_kim  and aki_midori  : meltwater's gonna be delayed. i don't think i can finish up by new year, gomen! and the layout problem, i think we need to ask permissions. we promote senru anyway.

big news: after more than a year, i finally got my 'rukawa look-a-like internet baby' to confess he likes me!

fandom news: lots of fic ideas in my head but i need a strong push. i need a deep purple doujinshi! can somebody please direct me to the right place? i don't think prin is reprinting, am i right? am i too late?!?!? *gets depressed*

so what's up next year? meltwater. senru. bleach. house(?). japan(?). work. work. work.

what happened this year? new place. RN. byakuya-chan (my laptop). phone bill. kira-kun (my car). kenji (my tv). farthest distance (last fic). work. work. work.

2006 was a good one.

happy new year to all!

yes, a fic. a senru fic. after more than a year of unfinished fics and 'on hiatus' fandom life, i finally kicked my own butt, got my mind thinking and my hands typing. so, without further blah-blah-blahs, here's the specifics:

title: farthest distance
author: me
pairing: rusen
rating: generally everyone can read, i think.
genre: angst
summary: he knows his distance. he knows his limits. and all he can do is to cherish the time, for he knows this is the farthest he can get. (rukawa’s pov)

reviews appreciated. dedicated to senrusen fans and to my senru-mons (all 4 of you).

to fall, don't read.

anime life: finally, i was able to watch weiss kreuz gluhen. and personally, i have mixed emotions. happy, coz i love weiss. overjoyed, coz i think aya/ran and ken is still so adorable. relieved coz omi isn't as weak as he used to be, and in fairness, he's all dressed up! and i'm ecstatic, coz there's this big ranxken thing in the series. buuuuuut... here goes, do not read if you hate spoilers. frustrated coz omi looks like he came from the macross or daimos series. disturbed because yohji kinda looked like spike spiegel (although i love spike, i still thought yohji = spike is disturbing). annoyed, coz yohji is not your typical cool and sexy yohji - he's freakin' weak, man! sad, coz schwarz with the exception of nagi looked pathetic. argh... so many bad things to say. but then, the plot is kinda okay. the story is continuous and straightforward compared to the first series that they have one case for every episode with the exception of some. but i just wished they had more. and that the story also revoled around each character. this time, i think the story basically revovled about koua academy, sena, yohji and omi at some point and then that's it. finished. i honestly think that weiss looked way better in the first series and that the first series surpassed gluhen all in all. the bittersweet element in season one wasn't really there in gluhen. i personally think that i'd rather watch weiss kreuz season one again than watching another round of gluhen. but then again, as i said, i have mixed emotions (even if it looks like i'm against gluhen) because fujimiya-sensei is so damn sexy and ken is so damn cute. and there's this undeniable ranxken delights! if you love ranxken and omi personally, you might want to see gluhen if you haven't watched it yet (and i believe i'm the only one who hasn't even watched it until now).

so my next downloads - bleach 94 and cowboy bebop. i've seen bebop a thousand times, but i just love it. why does spike have to die?

real life: i'm tired of working but i'm happy coz i got a recommendation from one of my patients and have been hearing good things with regards to my care for others. but it's not an easy road, lately i just cried because i think i need to work out on a lot of things. i need to learn a lot in a short span of time. well, i guess the pressure is catching up to me again and just as i thought i was working hard, heh, i need to work harder. i also have my dream laptop, well it's not a sony but it has 2GB RAM and 2GB hard drive. i also got my car, not my Benz but my 2007 Camry. and soon i'll get my phone from my mom, my N71. right now, i think i have everything i want in my life except for being the best nurse ever, but i'm working on it.

fandom life: not really on my mind right now. but i still love senru, still love ranxken, kenxomi, heeroxtrowa, heeroxduo, sanzoxhakkai, ishixichi and everything else, but right now it's real life.

e-heads. my childhood would never be the same without them. 

at this point, i kinda thought of shindo shuichi and his feelings when nittle grasper disbanded. i think i'll freak out if there ever comes a time when e-heads decide to come back together just like nittle grasper did. haaay...

bleach. it's 6 days to go before the day and 6 more days to pass before my all-day bleach marathon... i can't wait. what's with ishida and his dad... what's with ichigo? what's with the 'bounds' and all that stuff... i can't understand! what's with ishida wearing a dress, being molested (or near molestation)... i wanna know! heeeelllp!

So it was my uncle's birthday yesterday and on that day, one of the grossest things happened in my life - my left great toe nail got separated from the nail bed. I know, I know... it's nasty. And it freakin hurts. Last night it was even pulsating like hell I want to scream - but I can't so I just slept. But the good part was, when I saw it today, it was okay. And the nail didn't die at all. So I was saved.

Then I got to think - whenever I'll be having major exams, I always get injured. When it's my time for the local boards back home, I poked my eardrum. Now, when I'm about to take my state boards, I injured my great toe. Hmmm... well I do hope I get the same positive exam results. Harhar.

I'm so damn bored. I've been studying everyday of my life for the past 6 months and can't stop studying because if I do, everything will turn back to zero by the time I take my test which is - God knows when I guess. 

i want to have free time. all i did in my life was to study hell hard.

but as if i have a choice.

i want to write fics. i have two pending fics that i can't entriely formulate. i want to write fics.

i want to read fics. cowboy bebop fics, senru fics. give me fayexspike fics!

i'm really going nuts. i guess i need some sleep. but i can't sleep. i have developed insomnia it's totally pathetic.

i want to have free time.

btw... didn't you notice that No Reply (song from Bebop) is like a Faye song to Spike only with male vocals? And it can be a Spike song to Faye and/or Julia? Hmmm... song rec --> listen to it.

Well, after 1 year (or more)... I finally have my LiveJournal. Yes, it's pathetic, I know.

But I guess this LJ is gonna be an extension of my e-i(a pitas journal where I put up my bishies for display). And I guess the main use of this LJ for me is to be able to be active in Meltwater Interactive (which is of course a place where I was absent since  simply_kim(then  aki_midori) made it up (so much for being a part of Meltwater, right?). And of course, to get some sort of commentaries from the way I live my life --> a feature that is not available in my e-i.